seriosuly do cuz i am tired and no i am not suicidal i  am just tired of "existing"or w/e u wanna call it

like seriously when life just passes around u and all these ppl accomplish things and u r stuck in one place or better yet are moving backwards instead of moving forward with ur life

worthless.and stupid.and lazy....and fat

i feel like if i was skinny then everything would be much better i would be more motivated, energized, more accomlishing

nope never 

fucking cow :O!

Current Mood: blank

being sent to an outpatient treatment for fuck's sakkkkke AGh

never felt  fatter iu my life

and only a year ago i was ECSTRATIC when i hit 135 and now i feel like thefrucking FATTEST cow ever EVER!!!!

Current Mood: crazy

 ugh what a fat ass keep on binging on chocolate knowing so godamn well that i won't be able to purge WTF IS WRONG WITH me ahaha :(